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Breaking Free

I spent probably the whole night thinking. Really some serious thinking. On the hard wooden floor WITHOUT pillow or blanket, don't ask me how I ended up like that -___-. Never mind though. Good point it got me difficult to sleep so I could re-examine things

So it's time for me to make decisions. I'm making. I'm reconsidering. I'm trying. And especially I'm giving up. 2008 will most probably be one of the greatest years in my life. I'm not gonna miss doing great things for God by stagnating and drowning up with my problems. Hindrances gotta be gone

Anticipating really to see something different and powerful. I think I will take a little time to my secret place these coming weeks. I need breakthroughs. I need grace. I need strength. There's still only one Solution


Lord I come into Your holy place
Stand in awe of Your cleansing grace
Who am I that You would care for me?
I glorify the One Who died for me

Glorify, glorify
Let Your Name be lifted up and glorified
Let the earth tremble at Your name
Let Your Name be lifted up and glorified

Into Your hands I commit my life
Day by day as a living sacrifice
Who am I that You would care for me?
I glorify the One Who died for me


It's probably gonna take years for the next one

Untapped Potentials?

Untapped potentials

This gets me thinking for the past days. Again, I myself need to rediscover about what are the things I would be able to do. Take a moment to look deep inside where there are any other areas that I can at least give a try and evaluate whether I can expand my potential in it. There's one thing I hate, typicality. Don't you think you will get bored with the usual things happen over and over again? Absolutely. It's time to move on and dare to try new things. Prayers are important for me now

I have secret dreams :P

Test week is coming. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Youth camp is coming. YAY! :)

Byez

Please

I hate it when such news come. I'm sad
Bro, please come back :)

I will be praying for you

Nam does exist

Sooooooooooo... Long time no see :) (or would be no read? whatever...). Partly the reason I have not been updated simply just, well, lazy and just-dont-feel-like-it. And I feel turned off with the old blogskin and yet to lazy to look for a new one (that ugly butterfly thingy at the left corner -__-) Anyway, I've decided to go for the traditional (boring) template. No broken link to bother about in the future. Simplicity is the key

It's kinda like late now, but I can't sleep prolly because I just finished watching a nice show, Se7ven. I think I enjoy watching psychotic serial killer show. Same went with Zodiac. Abit mind-twisting. My kinda movie is those very unpredictable and end with a bang!

Alot of things have been on my mind recently. No emo crap, just so you know. I do believe to think and do self-reflection is goodie good. The biggest thing to worry is like my study/school/project. What else can a student complain about the most?! I must confess I feel SUPER UNMOTIVATED to just pick up the book and study. However, some attempts have been made and I hope I did at least stuff some knowledge in my brain. I really hope and pray that I will at least maintain my grades lah. But anyway, whatever will be will be. I'm looking forward to after the stupid test week! WHICH I HAVE 5 PAPERS TO DO!

@#$(%#!(%*$#(%#!($ <----- it's a complain song

Youth camp is coming, and I'm looking forward to it. It's when I hope I will be able to scream my lungs out just to release the stress. And make new friends :) Above this, I expect great move of God. SO KENNETH KOH BO WEI! IF YOU ARE READING THIS! I'M BUGGING YOU AGAIN GO FOR YOUTH CAMP! Stubborn chap......................................... Still I love you!

Wenli's wedding is this Saturday. My 1st cell leader is getting married. How time really flew by. Also happened to come across some of my very long ago cell members that I'm actually no longer in contact with, sadly. I will try just to get in touch with them again

The only constant thing is changes. I like changes. It makes thing different and life becomes more challenging and yet exciting. But times, I find it hard at first just to adapt with it. I'm looking for hope and vision. A new year approaching, and what I'm doing now is just trying to come up with a list of new tasks. And especially things I should have done before

On Facebook, basically there's this application thingy and there is a set of adjectives to describe a person. Anyone can just click on it to say what he/she thinks about how he/she thinks about me. So I saw someone clicked on SUCCESSFUL. Gah, a word that keeps me thinking so muchhhhh since it's coming to the end of this year. So what have I done? Have I been actually successful? In what sense? What more can I really do? There's one thing I do not wish to carry over to the new year, REGRET. It's like cancer will eat you up slowly. So I'm looking at the things that I actually have accomplished. Might not be so significantly great. But I do feel proud that I have done just a little this year. And this has become a little source of motivation for 2008 ahead. I think I have just come up with a well so-called theme for next year. I won't write here though :) Surely I pray that if I can't do more than what I'm required to do, then at least make me fulfill enough what I'm supposed to do

If to say what's the word upon my heart right now, it's BELIEF

Bye world! (or worlds if there are aliens, ok sorry)

Kids Are Wonderful!

I think I really love being around with kids. They are just the purest of all. Spent my day during work with Dwayne. I just feel every kids I know and mix with are my own brothers and sisters. When I look at them, I see so much potential. Looking at them helps me understand things like 'faith like a child' and why Jesus talked about welcoming the children into His kingdom. That very innocence and simplicity. Kids probably believe anything you say wholeheartedly. They enjoy getting your attention and hang around with you. God would want the same thing from His children.

This also brings to: I love my sister :). I'm very surprised and must say impressed with her attitude this round. It does feel good when you earn respect from someone. I really hope one day when she really knows and understands God, every steps she makes in life will be guided by God. If she will, I know she will become someone special :)

I've been feeling kinda low on energy recently. LOL Things happened and stuffs. I find my mind unsettled and I feel like I spend time worrying too much

Finally this week has one week break without playing for service. When the time is right, I do wish to just take a long break when I will have no ministry to worry about :) Again, when the time is right

Gotta open my eyes big big and look beyond the going-ons to look forward to the greater things

Life is shallow when all you think about are:

Fame
Popularity
Money
Reputation
Happiness of only one self

'What can you do to make a little difference in someone else's life?' - Barack Obama

Well, I think I love randomness

New Blog Skin Please!

That ugly 'tinypic THIS IMAGE OR VIDEO HAS BEEN REMOVED OR DELETED' is still there. And someone like me who has very poor artistic view. So, I'm asking *begging* if someone nice enough to find me a new blog skin :) I promise will give you a smile and thank you with acknowledgement!

I've been trying to encourage people, sometimes I think I need encouragements myself...

The little things you say do help. Thanks. And I'm still wondering...

Gah, only if all I can say is: God is real!

I like what Susan once said: 'I'm too scared to backslide!'. He has brought me to how I am to day. And will bring me to who I'm supposed to be. I do wish I can be a better testimony daily

I dream about having supernatural power. The power to take away someone's worries and burdens. The power to just help and make a little difference in someone's life. The power to just share and offer something of myself

It's hard for me to translate what I really feel into words. Only if I can open my mouth easily and say things from the bottom of my heart :)

Smile always, people! :D